ThE SiLeNce ... ........

Are you the one who is here to heal me?

Out of the wound that I emotionally grew myself,

And rescue me from the grave of isolation;

My own loneliness that i probably chased myself.

And finally set me free from the bars of humiliation,

Crushing all those walls of grief and feeling of helplessness;

So that I could breathe my share of social air,

And proudly say I am on the same sky where you fly,

Feel the same ground where you all lie….

Or are you the opposite one born against me??

the one intended to hit me hard and hurt me??

through the same knife that had wounded my feelings,

tore my dreams without a tiny droplet of mercy,

resulting a great suffocation that I had gone through earlier;

If I am right, please don’t try to stop me again,

from scratching the scars to revive the same pain,

and let me stay here inside this grave;

rather at once crush me into pieces and dump me out,

I would have no complaints if you do so,

No grief as it would be the greatest gift I ever get,

And blessed with the peace I have never felt……..

 But most of the times I am confused about you,

As a pendulum moving to overcome the rain of suspense,

Either it would blow away the paradise I created?

Or the same which had brought a new life?.. a new beginning!!

May be you are nothing and you never exist,

Just a meaningless stone where I unknowingly stuck;

Either to find a devil created to hurt or worship it as a god.

So dear silence!!!  Please leave me and set me free,

Remove the mask of suspense and let me know your identity;

I won’t react knowing whoever you are, whatever you do,

Doesn’t matter whether you will pave the freedom of happiness,

Or turn wild with tsunami to blow me towards the depth of loneliness…...

                                                                                                        December 23, 2013